e.t.d.....in counting
this is a hard time.now that i know what i am doing, and im leaving to do it in less than 48 hrs...
how i hate saying good bye.
i wish relationships werent so opposed. im so sick of losing friendships.
the quality time with my family has been good. finals have been a burden. packing has yet to begin. moving my things into a new room has been difficult. having free time has been nonexsistent. eating has been constant (pounds are being added daily) n time for exercise has deminished. hugs are constant. thoughts are ceaseless. phone calls are long and full of laughter. friends are all far. a new journal has been purchased, its pages empty and awaiting. gas is getting cheaper- as if it knows i have a long journey ahead. vists are planned- only so more goodbyes and cya laters can take place. photo albums are being organized. tears are held at bay. music is a continual background. desires are being categorized. anxiety is growing (n being prayed away). wishing i could be more, and yet be less at the same time is neverceaseing.
thankful im in over my head "right where i wanna be- so lost within Your love, the love that always covers me" -brian littrell.
*sigh*
posted by Kat @ 1:06 AM
4 Comments:
hmmm, cryptic. Hope whatever's going on goes well for you, and that you can keep finding time for your humble blog :)
JT
Hey Kat,
You know that you are doing the right thing! Just keep telling yourself that. Following God and all that stuff.
I will be praying for you from this end too.
Remember that when you get there you will get a package soon after!
Ministry is often a lonely job. I'll pray that God would give you the strength to do His work and provide your needs.
thank you
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